Thursday, October 29, 2009
5:21 PM

Sigh, loads of shit has been happening lately,
and since its too early in the morning to do anything, well,
i guess i'll update this shitty page.
I dont know why, but i feel uneasy, alittle bit emo, i dont know why.
Nothing that happened really concerned me, but i dont know why i have this feeling.
My desktop is fucked, and my laptop cant support MSN.
If anyone was counting, its soon going to be a year since i met the clique.
The moments all of us had together, the two times at bugis, lol.
and since its too early in the morning to do anything, well,
i guess i'll update this shitty page.
I dont know why, but i feel uneasy, alittle bit emo, i dont know why.
Nothing that happened really concerned me, but i dont know why i have this feeling.
My desktop is fucked, and my laptop cant support MSN.
If anyone was counting, its soon going to be a year since i met the clique.
The moments all of us had together, the two times at bugis, lol.

Well, there's alot of shit going on right now, shit that i dont know, shit that i dont think i'll ever know. Not everyone's going to the same class next year, so much so that the gamers have to split up. After all, it comes down to the o levels, so dont give up hope my friends, just put in that extra bit of work and im pretty sure you'll make it right to the top. Then we can all go to the same JC or Poly and laugh about this.
I've dedicated this little section to a group of people, Ben, Andre, Luke, Liam. You dudes have been my buddies since last year, and you guys never fail to entertain me. Even though im Asian, you guys treat me as if im your brother. Its just so sad that i hardly go on the game anymore, so we've lost contact. I dont know how, i dont know what, but if you somehow come across this post, add pillowstrangle.
Im alittle bit disturbed at the moment, and this has got to be my most uh, disturbing post i have ever did in my whole life. Maybe its cause of all these problems affecting me, maybe its cause the last day of school is over, maybe because we're all going to split.
I swore to myself never to like someone else, at least not till im 16, but looks like im going to break that promise i made to myself. That moment in Primary 5 changed my life, and heck no am i letting it happen again. I mean, i dont know, i dont really like likee her, but at the same time there's something inside me telling me to continue. And no, im not going to tell you who she is.

Looks like im going to take a train down memory lane.
Couple of years back, when i was in primary 6, i never thought that i would lose contact with all my mates, all my friends, that have followed me for 6 years. Everything was going to change ever since January 2nd, 2008, when i stepped into Bedok View for the first time in my uniform. I would make new friends, new buddies, new enemies. My mum used to tell me that my bestest of bestest of friends would come from Secondary school and college, because those are the friends that will follow you forever, whereas those in primary school, well i was probably too young to understand the meaning of friendship. Only Wira and Colin followed me, still friends with me, Im starting to lose contact with Wiratha, havent talked to him for a long time. Maybe its because of soccer that colin still keeps in touch, or maybe cause we're just the same in our own different ways. The beautiful game of soccer, that game i've been addicted to ever since i wa young, i will never forget that game until i grow old with white hair. ;D>
Im going to stop now, have to rush out.
see ya peeps.